The past several months I’ve had many highs, meeting Daniel with Special Strong, him convincing me that I can get back in the gym and seeing so much progress, doing things that I thought I’d never do again. Seeing my muscles waking up after years of not being used and feeling the burn again, it’s an unexplainable joy!
Then Daniel and Trinity hire me to work for them at Special Strong and finally after 11 years of not feeling productive, I’m being asked to help a company that sets my heart on fire! A feeling of purpose and meaning after my “life” came to a halt in 2006, another unexplainable joy.
Then a man, Gabe, contacts Daniel about helping those with special needs learn how to fly! I was a daredevil before the stroke but after too many fails and falls fear took over. After talking with Gabe for awhile he assured me that its possible for me to fly. Overcoming that fear and flying was another unexplainable joy.
The devil sees mountains being moved and it makes him mad, he knows just the right buttons to push to drag you down. This week he has been beating me up and whispering that things like this don’t happen to people like you. Bringing up my past and making me feel ashamed and unworthy. Im writing this to tell the devil GO TO HELL!! I am a child of God, loved beyond understanding and those things DO happen to people like me!!! Even an ol used up disabled girl…God has me wrapped in His wings loving and comforting me and whispering YOUR PAST IS FORGIVEN, YOU ARE WORTHY, MY SON DIED FOR YOU!
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